I HEARTS you

Sigh..
I just got to know about you..
Somehow I felt pity..
But no matter what..
You still have your friends right..
So..
It's okay without [him]..
You still have to learn how to stand up by yourself..
Most important pray to God..
It's difficult but..
You'll still have to face the fact..
Somehow it is hurt..
But..
That's what so called life..
We humans do face ups and downs in times..
But all in all..
We'll still have to walk on..
Let nature take the course then..
Buck up..
Oh ya..
And if you're thinking I'm acting hypocrite here..
Or teasing you..
Then it's up to you..
I'm just trying to..
Console or comfort you perhaps..
I don't need you to know I actually "care" for you..
Because that won't help anyway..
Anyway..
Take care okay..
Pray hard and God will always be with you..

Yesterday went out with bestie..
Lols..
Somehow..
It supposed to be fun..
End up..
Hmm..
Not bad..
HEH!
Cause we 3 girls planned to watch Final Destination..
Hmm..
Manage to buy the tickets..
But couldn't get in..
BECAUSE!
Is not me larhx..
My friend too short..
LOL!!!
Anyway..
Can't blame her also..
God created us!:D
Okay..
Then at first..
We went to buy tickets..
Then went for our breakfast..
At Black Canyon if I'm not mistaken..
Next..
Had our lunch at Vivo!
<3
My favourite restaurant..
Next we went for movie..
Okay..
As I said..
We couldn't go in for the movie..
End up..
They told us to change our movie ticket to another movie..
PLEASE!
HAVE TO RE-QUE up!?
AND THE QUE WAS LIKE!
DAMN DAMN DAMN LOTS OF PEOPLE..
Okay..
But thank God..
I've think of a idea..
Straight to the booking counter and asked her..
"Hello miss..I've just bought this movie ticket but we couldn't enter..So can we change the ticket?"
And she said..
"No..You can't change the ticket"
And I continued..
"The person who collect the ticket told us to change with you..Because we couldn't reclaim the money back and if we doesn't change another ticket so how?"
Then at last..
Finally she agreed..
End up watching G-Force..
Hmm..
Not bad..
Not good..
Average..
Quite funny..
After movie..
Went back..
Then tuition..
:D..
That's for yesterday..
For today!
I'll be going doulos later..
Because doulos will be at Pasir Gudang..
And I heard that this is the last time Doulos will be coming here..
And that's a very good opportunity to go..
Why not?:D

You'll never learn how to respect others..
And behave like how do humans do..
You'll never know..
What's the purpose of being human..
Because you're just bringing disgrace to humanity..
Only thinks what you did is correct infact..
You'll never realise the biggest mistake you've ever done..
I'm sick of confronting and praying for you..
Sick of it..
Cause it's just waste of my time..
Spread all you want..
Talk all you want..
I don't give it a damn..
If I do..
Prove that your level and mine are the same..
I ain't wanna be childish..
Purpose of going to school to study..
Not finding or creating troubles..
I only believe what I see what I heard from you..
Not through others..
Only brainless people will judge a book by listening to others or by seeing the cover..
(:..

Hmms..
To be honest with you..
I never even mention a single thing about you..
Eversince the day you said..
You'll never regret making such a decision..
And I never share my problems with friends about you anymore..
Cause it might end up worst don't you think so..
But I just wish that you can also respect me..
As I never even open my mouth and scolded you and your gang when you guys was talking about my stuff..
Please do so..
Respect me..
I respect you too..
So do you..
Just..
From today onwards..
We'll just shut our mouth..
Don't talk about each other..
That's it..
The easiest way..

I don't deny that..
Yes..
It's true..
I'm missing you for the past few months..
But..
Did you realise yourself..
Who's the causes of this matter..
I did apologize..
But did you..
Yes I had to admit..
It's my fault first..
But..
Because of you who wanted to take revenge..
You betrayed me..
Again..
Few years ago..
How much I back up for you..
How much I done for you..
Because of 1 JOKE..
You can take it seriously..
And betrayed me..
And talk awful things behind my back..
I'm bitch?
I'm not a virgin?
Thank you for saying that..
What I want?
This is what I should ask you!
You know how much you've hurt me..
You know how much anot..
Until you can print out my blog stuff and show it to others..
HELLO!
IT'S MY BLOG..
I wanna express my feelings..
Your problem?
Or you think I don't have rights to do so?
THE PERSON WHO'VE CHANGED IS YOU!
NOT ME!
YES!
I'VE CHANGED TOO!
BUT THANKS TO WHO!
To you..
But I've changed to be a better person..
I ain't boasting..
Ask yourself..
I learn how to cherish my lovely friends who cherished me..
Because no matter I'm feeling up or down..
They'll definitely be there for me..
You?
Remember you cried outside the library..
Did your friends comfort you..
And what did your friends talk behind about you?
You ain't know at all..
Cause you weren't there..
You ain't know all about it..
All I can say is..
Since you've made a decision of giving me up at the first place..
And you claimed that you wouldn't regret..
So continue with what you're up to now..
You're clever..
Because..
Did you know that..
You're the only one person that..
Can make me..
Give up on you..
Totally give up..
You get that now?
I'm sorry if I hurt you..
But can you understand my feelings?
Can you?
You started it first..
You made all this by yourself..
You left me..
You abandon me..
You decide all this by yourself..
Not me..
I'm hurt..
Did you know..