Tuesday, July 14, 2009
 To him: I know you tried to get us back together.. But did you know I dislike the way you used.. I thought you understand me.. But then.. After today.. Is like.. You're just like a stranger to me.. And.. Why am I the person who must sacrifice? Why can't all of us? Like you said.. Why must you tell me what to do instead of advising me? Telling other things that can't be told.. Like I said.. There's many other ways of helping.. If you think you're using the right way.. Then I'm speechless for it.. I'm thinking too much? Like what? List down everything.. I don't want to hate you nor her.. Get the point.. To her: But did you realise that I've changed? Nope.. You didn't.. I changed not to be so bossy.. Yes you said you'll get influence by others easily.. But did you tried to prevent from it? Why am I telling others about this.. 1.)Because I have NO ONE to talk to.. 2.)Not even 2 of them are talking to me.. 3.)Whenever I talk with her she'll give a cold shoulder towards me.. 4.)I'm not doing this to gain sympathy!That's for sure.. I'm a human.. I can sense that.. Even you said that I treat you wouldn't exists in this world.. Do you get my point why I treated you that way.. 1.)Because even if I start the conversation,you wouldn't really be bothered about this.. 2.)Because you yourself also treated my that way.. 3.)Because with or without me isn't a big deal as the other 2 are with you.. Next.. You claimed that teacher said I was angry with you guys during tuition.. 1.)You ain't have any proved that I'm angry 2.)You don't give it a damn whether I'm alone or what because you have to other 2.. You want this problem to settled as soon as possible and so do I.. But did you realise that.. Isn't I'm the one who didn't want to face to fact.. Whenever I asked.. What's the problem.. It seems like you guys ain't want to speaking it out to me.. How would I know what you guys feel? You should know.. I'm straight forward.. Yes.. I made decision all by myself.. But can you guaranteed that I always repeat the same mistake? I so did apologized to you guys.. Like what you said.. Your so called "friends" said that you didn't do any wrong.. I'm scolding you like nobody's business.. 1.)Get the fact why am I actually scolding you..Is for me or for you.. 2.)It sounds mushy..But because I'm concerned about you.. But I just wish that.. When there's anything related to me.. Ask me personally.. Do you know why I can't go for Copa Iba? My grandfather had past way last Thrusday.. Well I guess.. You can't be bothered anyway.. Among all of you guys.. I can't denied that.. You're the one that I trust and believed the most.. You should know.. That tarrot cards says.. Past time we're good.. Now we might have an arguements that can lead us to suspecting each other.. Nor bringing unwanted things happened.. Our future? We'll be better then before.. When I think about it.. Do you know the joy deep down in my heart? I'm looking forward for it.. But.. Will this happens? Depending on us.. I never regret having you as a friend.. And most important.. I love you for who you are.. I accept you whoever you are.. Notice:I so did not angry about this anymore..What I wished for is everyone to forget about this matter and get back together sincerely instead of faking it..Most important concentrate on our studies..As for you guys..If you guys don't wish to..I have nothing to say..There's a if there..Because as you all know..I'm not good in studies..I may not be as clever as you guys do..But I have my own dignity for it.. A poem dedicated to you: This is for you, my best friend, the one person i can tell my soul too Who can relate to me like no other Who I can laugh with to no extents, Who I can cry too when times are tough, Who can help me with the problems of my life. Never have you turned your back on me Or told me I wasnt good enough Or let me down I don't think you know what that means to me You have went through so much pain and you still have time For me. And I love you for listening even when inside YOU are dying And I look up too you because you are strong, and caring and beautiful. Even though you don't think you are. And I hope you know that I am always here To listen to you laugh and cry and help In all the ways that i can And I will try to be at least half the friend you are To me. I hope you know I would not be the person I am today, without you. My best friend. |
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