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Wednesday, July 1, 2009
I never force you to stay with us.. Nor forcing you to leave us.. If you really thinks that you'd suffer when you're with us.. There's always a door outside waiting for you.. You may leave anytime.. You know me for so long but you can't even understand me like how others do.. Even sometimes when I said I'm not going to help you.. I'll still help you in other way.. Why? Because you're my best friend.. After all this thing happened.. You should realise yourself that.. The friendship between you and me gone bad to worst.. Why? Blame who.. Me? I'm speechless.. Think for yourself.. Think what you've done for the past few weeks.. It's not that I sometimes ignore you because of no reasons.. I have my reasons and so do you.. Please respect me if you want me to respect you.. Think of what you shouldn't you do and what you should.. Like how I trusted you and you betrayed me last time.. I know I shouldn't brought back this matter.. Or mention it.. But you know.. Somethings that can't be forgotten.. But I'll tried to do so.. Why all this must happen between us? What did actually happened? I don't know neither you I guess.. I tried to mend our friendship.. But did you give me a chance to do so.. Except quarrel and BEHSONGING each other.. Nothing else.. Come on.. We're friends since Form1.. Why can't you just understand me.. It seems like I understand you more then you understands me.. Whenever you're in trouble.. I don't deny that I'm the one who helped you sincerely.. Yes.. I never deny that.. When I'm feeling down.. You're also one of them that asking me what happened.. And concern about me.. But sometimes you didn't.. Yes.. I don't expect you to comfort me all the time.. Nor 24 hours.. But I just hope that.. When you ever sees me feeling down or alone.. Come and accompany me.. That's all I wish.. Even if I give you a cold look.. But in my heart.. I do know that you're worry about me.. Isn't that too much I asked for it? We're friends remember? Remember you've told me for the past few weeks that.. No matter what.. You'll be there for me.. Somehow now I don't feel any presence of you.. You don't even care for me.. Dumping me alone.. It's just like me alone all by myself.. No one else is with me.. I'm sad.. I'm deeply hurt.. Do you know? NO.. You didn't.. You can even trust other's more then me.. So what's the point of being friends? Other's told me that.. Four of us look like very close.. Best sisters of all.. And their like damn envy of us.. And they even told me.. How they'd wish their in the same group as us.. Do things together.. Movie together.. Red box together.. We're just like living in our own world.. But everything had changed.. Things that I want to let you know.. You're still my friend.. I don't wish anything bad happened to us because of some "beaches" out there.. We go on our own life and they go on theirs.. Can't we? You know why sometimes I won't tell you what's happening to me.. Because sometimes I felt that.. When you're down.. You don't even tell me what's going on.. We're friends.. Should share our problems with each other.. Somehow you gave me a feeling that I'm nothing to you.. We're just a stranger.. On my birthday.. I'm like the one who planned my own birthday party for myself.. Did you guys think of any plan? Or surprise? You guys didn't.. I question myself for few times.. Do true friend really exsist? 朋友到底是什么意识？ Or maybe we're ain't meant to be.. |
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